Vniti Maraging Epee Blade

I'm a fencer that relies on feeling where my tip is where ever it might be (ceiling touches to fancy stuff). My actions are not so programmed as some and i lose track of this blade's point very quickly. I have much less control flicking where i want to then with a stiff blade. During speedy disengages even with loose hands the point dip is excessive.

I've seen people do some impressive things with these blades; i can only get a mediocre performance from them.

Gimme a railroad spike with a grip on it, down with noodles.