Mergs,
Fortunately for me, my intended is pretty understanding of my fencing needs. She may be a little worried about my spending habits with fencing. I could tell a little sparkle left her eye when I talked about picking up a second $140 epee and then getting my primary fixed

I think she worries a bit since I have expensive tastes for masks, uniforms and weapons.
Other than that, I think a lot of my problems will be fixed when I get married

I am almost positive that I won't be nearly as nervous and wired after July 26 of this year
Now if I could just drop the coffee in the mornings.