Very Important Question. PLEASE Respond.

[Moonitic]

I haven't addressed this issue yet, due to personal matters, but now I feel it is time.

No one has ever said that you were completely at fault for what was going on off the board, Swordsman. No one. The reason that there has been such a problem is because you refuse to accept responsibilty for the parts you have been at fault for. You've become a loose cannon, & the rest of us targets. Enough. When people have tried to talk to you, you have dismissed every single one of us, choosing instead to justify what you did wrong & blame others instead.

You read my journal & assume that everything negative I say is about you. Guess what? It's not. But you haven't taken the time, except on a rare occasion, to find out the truth. You prefer your version of the truth. And here we are, you threatening to leave & "take your toys with you" because of something you perceived as an attack against you. In that, you are wrong. I can't say who I was referring to, because I was very specifically asked not to. It could jeopardize a few things that are very important to me at this point, as well as things that are important to others.

As far as the decision for you to leave, it is not mine. It is yours.

And now, to speak to you Christian to Christian: I thoroughly suggest you spend some time in prayer over this. Ask God to show you what you did wrong, & ask for Him to help you change your behavior. We all make mistakes that we must pay for. We all must repent. You will more than likely get angry at this, & that is your pride talking, which is a sin just as much as anything else. Ask God to remove that as well. You may have had good intentions, but the road to hell is paved with good intentions.

I've grown & matured from this experience. I can only hope that you will too. Especially for your future, & other relationships. Whatever you decide, it will be honored, but the integrity of Arconia will remain intact. As a professional, I have that duty.

May God give you peace.

[arcon]

There was a time when my input or inspiration could work small wonders in Aconia and with "the seven". I have known for some time that those days are gone. Time has done a lot to heal my heart but the memory of the pain is still with me. Moon...the Arconian experience also taught me alot about life. It was truly a double edged sword. There were times i could hardly wait to get to a computer and bring up part of my soul(our beloved Arconia). Then there were angry times when i hated it. Well...i didnt hate it really. I hated the problems. I wanted it to be fun again. How did i deal with it? I would write myself into a solitary thread where i could at least find peace with my own character. The first time was fun. It was an adventure. Falling off the cliff with Zarcon and finding myself on an Island far away was exciting ...to say the least.
I began to realize after a while that Arconia could stand on its own and this made me proud...but then ...from my own shortcomings and from clashes with others on the board she sailed away from me and has appeared lost forever. I began to truly believe that Arconia would do better without its founders partisapation. Put yourselves in my place for a moment. Its a bit like watching your child grow then giving it up...never to have a realationship with it again. Believing its better just to stay out of its life.
How can we start again? My question is : Is there going to be a "We"?Out of my passion for our site and my anger over certian issues i upset some of you.
Im truly sorry for my mistakes on the board and the problems directly related to me and other individuals here on the board.
Forgive me. Try to open up constuctive dialog with me. Maybe with just an ounce of magic we can again recreate the mystery and adventure we all once experienced in our little world of Arconia. I am extending a white flag to all those ive crossed or upset. Im also saying ...Im truly sorry for (my) mistakes. If we can make peace i will do my part to contribute and do my best to respect and get along with others...and if not...I wish everyone the best.

live long and fence

arcon of Arconia(the A in Arconia is capitalized,thats what is really important)

[arcon]

Hmmm... i left out the r in Arconia. Where is the edit icon?

found it!

[arcon]

Either everyone is really busy and cannot respond or its all over(Arconia)

If so...then i can only accept this fact and move on.


If it is in fact a done deal, then i just want to say that there were times i had an absolute blast. I appreciate the good times that i had with some of you. I can honestly say that im truly amazed that it took off at all and lasted as long as it did. For what may be the last time ,i will say..."live long and fence"

arcon of Arconia