Am I the only person who's tired of fatfencer and superscribes' little lovers tiff? Although I've not had a go at superscribe yet, they're both as bad as each other, and it's spoiling FNet for me at the moment. I come on here as a release from my problems, as well as to learn things and pick up tips. I could do without this.

Now, where's that ignore list of mine gone.....

I've posted a note on my Facebook page reflecting on the last year in my life. I know most of the folk on here won't have me as a friend, but if you're interested in some of the things that go on in the head of someone going through a pretty bad time, and how they cope with things, then feel free to add me, or, if we have mutual friends ask them to copy and paste my note. They all have my written permission to do so. If they don't know this, refer them to this entry.

Well, I'm back at work for the first time since all the **** happened to me, and quite frankly, I'm ****ting it. All the people involved in it are still there, with nothing having happened to them, and while I've had all my problems, including the suicide attempt as a result of it all, as well as a black mark against my name because of the allegations that were made against me.

I really don't want to go back, but unfortunately, I need the money, and I'm getting bored in the house all

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Well, been on the pills since friday, and there seems to be some effect, though I'm not sure how much of it is down to them, how much is the placebo effect, how much is due to getting more sleep, eating better and how much of it is because of just being able to talk about things more. Whatever, I'm still feeling a bit better and have a bit more energy about me, which can only be good.

Spoke to my boss yesterday about my job, and ended up just having a bit of a blether in general, but

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Well, time for an update, and I do apologise if this kinda goes off on a tangent or twenty, as I find it really hard to talk about my thoughts and feelings.

After moving back to my old place of work, and rejecting a nice pay rise, I went out for the leaving night out for one of the assistant managers. Got accused of something by someone who should know better, and got a bit of a beating for it. Net result is, due to a reaction to the head injuries I received, I went a bit nuts, then

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