So I just had a rather sobering, and smacking myself in the head moment at practice.
So I have this beginner. Very new, but his fencing instincts are AWESOME. Fencing sabre for us, tonight was his 3rd time with a sabre in his hand. I was fencing him, and I got down 4-1, by being complicated. I was losing, pretty badly, against a guy with a sabre in his hand for the 3rd time. I was just making everything complicated, and it was going over his head, and he was missing it, and just
Woke early, went back to sleep, and overslept. Thus, I only did the leg and elbow exercises before leaving for work. Lunch is the usual half-a-tuna. The knee is sore and my right shoulder is REALLY sore.
After months of successfully avoiding caffeine, I just ate a BitoHoney bar at one of our offices AND consumed half a bottle of Diet Coke.
Why fall off the wagon now? Because I fell asleep in the car. Fortunately, the car was in park at the moment but still... I pulled
Wednesday in Mannheim.
AH and LZ present. Also, one of the ambitious women of an age I mentioned a couple of months ago.
Stretched, drilled, fenced. I was irritable. Also fencing too much with strength, not enough with head. The AWOAA hit late, from the elbow, repeatedly. Earned a lecture from me, complete with a demonstration of the correct way to execute a cut, with the fingers, delivered to her mask, and the incorrect way, clubbing the sabre and hitting from the
I overslept slightly this morning, woke up freezing, and fell back asleep to dream that I was in a horrible storm, complete with snow, sleeting rain, and lightning.
I woke up again, even colder than before.
All this icing of body parts is getting to me.
I had the usual half a subway for lunch plus two apples, some carrots, and then I pigged out on two Bit o Honey bars. Why? I'm not hungry; I'm terrified. The economy is sinking and my husband's employers
It sux, seeing someone get treated terribly, but not be able to help.
It sux, seeing such a great person get ****ed by their family, and treated with such cold cruelty.
It sux, having someone that means the world to you, get absolutely ****ed over, and theres not a DAMN THING I can do about it.
It kills me, to only be able to talk to them every once in a great while. And even then, only in an online conversation for a few minutes. I haven't heard their voice