I know i have been a whiny baby. But now I have trouble driving so I am only driving around town. He!!, all three cars are in use so I can't get to one anyhow. I think I had a tia over the last couple of days and I was very weak on my right, Good thing I am left handed.

I want to volunteer, but with no car that is kind of difficult and I am scared stiff about scaring the boys. To quote Michael Corleone, "this is not what I wanted."

I don't want to have my head carved open again and I miss working. I have always worked and beat the odds somehow. Does this make any sense to you? I can't even do volunteer work because I need my car. I need more care than the boys do.

I want to fence so badly. Maybe I can this weekend